I think it's going to be a while before this fully hits me. It's almost like my head is in this cloud of denial or something.
I searched around online last night and found a few other forums he was regeistered on with some of his earlier screennames... and I almost clicked the Send PM button.
The sadness comes in waves. I was going through my iChat logs last night and have some real gems in there. We had some really hilarious converstaions back and forth. I might even put together a little thing with some of the good stuff (nothing personal that he wouldn't want shared).
I'm sure it's probably all ok to share - we had this running thing with each other where we'd post some ridiculous shit and then say "oh man, you're logging this, aren't you, you bastard!!"
Man, who am I going to chat with at night and make fun of people with now. Dude was the master of the sarcastic jab. (well, silver medalist behind me, maybe)
*sigh*