one of the saddest times of my life is right now. my girlfriend and i mutually agreed we'd be better off just as friends. we were together for about 2 and a half years in college and somewhere in the recent months we just felt more like friends than boyfriend/girlfriend. Bringing this up was really hard, and accepting the fact that this actually happened was even more hard.
ugh.
at least we are on good terms. i hope we stay friends, because i do love her.
a little part of me is convinced this is the result of me taking a job in Va while knowing she'd be in NY. but the guilt hasn't kicked in yet. just sadness. there were times i pictured marrying her. what do i do with the pictures?
fuck me.
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