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At the risk of sounding harsh..
You are both young, and I doubt if you will end up with each other ultimately. The very fact that you both so glibly agreed to the 'open relationship' thing shows that.. As Kick says, phoning when you are drunk and emotional! Duh! I also feel that if you are really that serious about someone then your relationship should be able to stand the distance.. I have done it.. Lot's of people do it. From a very young age to now I could not concieve of having feelings for one person that strong, and then going and copping off with someone else.. I would rather abstain, or go play with myself in the shower.. She may also have not really wanted the 'open relationship' thing, and was waiting to see if you took advantage of it. Girls are wierd like that.. But wait, it get's more fucked up.. On the flip side, she's young too, and if the right guy turned up, she may well have taken advantage of the option, and then been just as confused as you are right now when you freaked out. You both need to sit down and talk about what you really want / wanted and then make a decision based on your needs / feelings.. If she doesn't want to talk, you have your answer, for now.. Let it lie and see how things are on the next trip.. She can have her revenge fling while you are back at college.. How will you feel about that.. You need to ask yourself... Alternatively, put it down to experience, get the 'young relationships' thing out of your system, and settle down with someone a bit later in life... Sorry if I sound harsh... But that's the way it is... 'Remember, measure life by the moments that take your breath away, not by how many breaths you take' Extreme Sports Cafe | ESC's blog | scratt's blog | @thescratt |
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Join Date: May 2004
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I'm guess I'm sleeping on the couch tonight, but I think scatt is right. Knowing you don't wanna hear that, and knowing you intend to pursue this further I suggest you do it slowly, and don't do anything rash. Be cool and realize that she needs time and doesn't want to see you begging or anything like that.
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Stallion
Join Date: Feb 2006
Location: Milwaukee
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I like you as a poster, and I don't want to offend you, but I read this and was left wondering this:
If you like this girl so much, then why would you meanginglessly hook up with another girl. Secondly, why would you tell your open-relationship girlfriend about it? I can offer you this advice: Relationships tend to only work in the all or nothing stage. While perhaps this girl and you were in an open-relationship in your opinion, perhaps she was not really feeling the same way and not ready to accept that. Is that explained well? It just does not work out that way, probably for the same reason it is really hard for people that aren't 16 to have a good friendship with someone they dated for an extended period of time. My guess is you crushed the poor girl because while you had the freedom to see others, she didn't foresee you doing this, just wanting the freedom, and she possibly never intended to act on that freedom. Another piece of advice: Don't date yourself. Sure, it may be great to find someone that accepts you right away for what you are and is interested in the same things, but when push comes to shove 10 years down the road what are the two of you going to do? write code? photoshop pics? They say opposites attract for a reason! It keeps things more interesting and allows you to keep your life (hobbies, etc) seperate from theirs, even in marriage. You're entering a new stage in your life and this girl is not. While it may only be one year of age/grade difference, the difference of experiencing college and living on your own is HUGE and makes you grow up very quickly. I can understand you not seeing this yet, but you will. Trust me. This is the absolute perfect time to get to know as many people as you can, and grow as a person. Perhaps you'll find something you absolutely love and become an entirely different person (tale as old as time). I would live the single life for awhile, regardless as to if you can successfully remedy this situation. Take it with a grain of salt, I don't know the life situations of you, am making assumptions, and probably have no idea what I am talking about. I am just offering what I interpreted from reading the first post. |
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Join Date: Feb 2006
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amen. Been there, done that. It's hard! How great was the distance in yours? Mine was an hour max so it wasn't awful since we managed to spend a lot of time together still. |
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Join Date: Feb 2006
Location: Milwaukee
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Join Date: Sep 2005
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And for f#$-sakes, if you like the girl that much, stop hooking up with other girls. And if that means getting a little less drunk, then get a little less drunk. One thing I don't think anybody's told you here yet (and I mean this in a spirit of total empathy) is that you're an idiot. We all are. Human beings seem to need to screw things up massively to figure anything out that's real about themselves. And it's healthy and good, I guess. Don't let anyone tell you different. But learn from your mistakes... 'cause otherwise they'll keep on repeating and repeating. Good luck. I really do hope it works itself out. |
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Join Date: May 2004
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Join Date: May 2004
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Interestingly enough, since I moved to Washington I have noticed that basically everyone I know that isn't from California thinks any thing more than 30 minutes of driving is a long distance. Meanwhile it isn't until the 3 or 4 hour mark that I feel inconveniently distanced from something. |
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Join Date: May 2006
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Wow. If you really feel as strongly about this girl as you say you do. (and i believe you do) Then why would you agree to an open relationship? Did she just because she thought it was what you wanted? Not necessarily what she wanted, or was it the other way round. either way these kind of relationships rarely work.
I agree with pilot1129, write that letter tell her exactly how you feel but don't be to sloppy, and try to arrange to talk either by phone or possible meeting neutral territory coffee shop or similar so no one feels uncomfortable. If your feelings for eachother are anywhere near as strong as you indicate then there is hope. Good luck, hope it works out for you both. I used to be undecided.....But now I'm not so sure. No trees were harmed in the sending of this message. However, a large number of electrons were terribly inconvenienced. |
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The thing is, you said this open relationship thing would be on a "don't ask, don't tell" basis, but your drunken phone call blew that whole scenario wide open. You call up drunk and god knows 'what' you said. You apparently actually mentioned a 'new girlfriend'; you refer to drunken hookups. You probably sounded to her like you were getting drunk constantly and getting laid at the drop of a hat. Not too far off, from your description. Well, I think that's just WAY too much reality for her to deal with all at once, especially from a drunken phone message. Honestly, I think only the passage of some time might help heal her wounds. Right now she's emotionally distraught and not thinking all that rationally. Your letter might help a lot. If what you say rings true, and it perks in her brain for a while, she might eventually be able to get over this episode and start afresh with you. But it'll never be quite the same. |
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Hoonigan
Join Date: May 2004
Location: Canada
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Kick's right, I think these things might sound trendy to do, but pretty hard to live out. Imagine you getting this message:
"Hey baby, how are you? Oh my god I love you so much and I am SOOO drunk right now, it's like 4 in the morning and I just got home. I'm sorry I called so late, I just like, love you so much and really miss you. I wish I was there with you right now, I'm so tired of all these drunk hookups and stuff. Everytime I'm going down on a guy and his legs quiver I think of you and that thing you always do, ha ha, god I love you. Please call me baby I miss you." Yeah. Ouch. I'm not so sure about those open relationships, bra. |
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Join Date: May 2004
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To echo a few things already mentioned by kick, scratt and others:
1. You're young and (to be a little harsh) inexperienced. I don't mean to say that what you two had wasn't special (I am certain it was, because I've been there too, feeling *exactly* all the same fears and pain you do). What I mean is, no matter how much you think you might've lost the only one for you, I'm willing to bet $1000 that two or three years from now (at most) you'll look back on this and chuckle a bit. You are in college, do you know what that means? It means if you stay open to people and try to grow from this, you have the opportunity to meet *many* women who you will find every bit as amazing as the one you're lamenting now. TRUST ME. Right now there are a dozen guys like me on this board going "what I wouldn't give to do that again, knowing what I know." Believe me when I tell you "life is beautiful" for someone in your spot. 2. Don't ever call a woman when you're drunk and missing her / feeling lonely. Even if they say it's funny, don't do it. Don't email them drunk in the middle of the night either. If you really love someone the least you can do is afford them the privilege of reading something you wrote, while thinking clearly... right? Don't feel too bad; I was the *king* of "put it on paper" when I was in a funk and wanting my girl to know how much i missed her or whatever. You feel like if you don't call them or see them or tell them in writing -right then and there- exactly why you want to be with them so badly (or whatever the situation is), that you might lose them or that they might forget about you. It's normal, but it's misguided unfortunately. We all have to learn that one the hard way at some point, and you just did. Welcome to life. 2a. Don't try to make up for ill-timed or thought-out phone calls / letters / emails, with more phone calls / emails / letters. It can only get worse and make you look desperate, which you shouldn't be. I'm reminded of that scene in Swingers where John Favro (sp?) continuously leaves this woman he met at the bars messages, because he fucked up every other message to that point. Just let it be. In time, she'll either contact you or she won't. Let her decide. 3. Who you are as a person and what you value in other people as a teenager, will change considerably by the time you're in your late 20s. In short, most likely you're *not* meant to be with someone you met in high school, even if you were still together. Few, if any of us, are. It's just not a very logical thing when you think about all the variables working against it. 4. Smile. You are going to feel that full heart again and in less than a year if I had to bet. Just stay open to people. ...into the light of a dark black night. |
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Join Date: May 2004
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I agree with a lot that has already been said. Frankly, if my boyfriend did that to me, I'd drop him. You probably don't want to hear that, and I obviously don't know your girlfriend, but I think you need to be prepared for that possibility.
When I was in high school and getting ready to leave for college, I was dating a great guy and I thought we really had something. But we were going to two different colleges in two different states. When he asked me what I wanted to do, I was honest and said that I was pretty sure we were going to change in college and we shouldn't try to limit ourselves because of a high school relationship. I told him that we'd get together during breaks when we were both home and if there was still something there, then we'd try the long distance thing, but if not, no hard feelings. He was so relieved! And when we were back in town during Thanksgiving, we went to a party and he had a new girlfriend at school and I realized that we were great friends, but that was that. Anyway, I'm just saying that the two of you might have thought you were destined for each other, but you're changing. And frankly, if you're randomly hooking up with girls, I think you really need to examine what you want. And for her sake, in case you do get back together...make sure you get tested. (Sorry to sound all PSA there). |
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Join Date: Dec 2005
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Kraetos,
I had a girlfriend who, for the two of us, suggested "open relationships." She was -- quite self-consciously -- an artist, and eager to live-out the image (her image) of an "artist:" worldly; sophisticated; socially, aesthetically and intellectually progressive. She desired the image of a sophisticate; she cultivated many permutations of the jaded and cooly-dark sensibility. She was lithe, demure, intelligent, poised and well-spoken: a winning, if ultimately disingenuous, melange of attributes, to be sure. We are still friends, but, happily, split. Throughout (and after) that relationship, I wish I could say that I learned as much about myself as I learned about her. I think that we must be true to ourselves above all else. In that regard, Kraetos, good luck! (I imagined that my first post at AN would have been something....other than this.) Best, Z "We do not see things as they are, we see them as we are." Anais Nin |
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I can't give much advice on love, I only had one serious relationship in high school, and never acted when other girls liked me because I am/was too reserved. I'm less so now, but that isn't the point.
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Now as a person who is a lot more logical than emotional (I'd imagine some of you are the same way, probably a bad thing actually) I think you sound very naive and silly right now being so distraught because the first girl you clicked with is mad at you, but I am routing for you. Good luck! |
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